Initially, I trusted abundantly – select individuals changed my view on trust
unfortunately I didn’t believe hard enough that I had a choice to replenish my trust
So I lost it
I did not trust any longer
I was cold for a long time
Time passed. People passed.
I ended up renewing the almighty perspective to trust again because I realized I needed it to love again in order to love genuinely again.
As of late, I’m remembering why I stopped trusting so loosely and freely
People love you whilst treating you like a lemon, ferociously squeezing the pulp out of you.
Or to put it plainly use the fuck out of you until they are done with you
or perhaps they will use you as a stepping stool, in the least genuine way
Although it is our choice to be or to not be an expired, moth-eaten lemon,
The trial and error cycle is rather tiring
My method to my mechanism is always to include rather than exclude people,
in such a way that we can simply interchange healthy perspectives and not indulge in poor ones for the sake of self respect and protection
To not trust shouldn’t equal to closing ourselves off to other individuals and hate,
an atrocious amount of negativity will be internalized this way.
I don’t know who you are but I can offer you some perspective along your journey
As it is your choice to consider and your choice to pass on it
Please choose the way you pave your path wisely