It would not suit my soul for this week to not be better than the last
I’m almost sure it will be more peaceful, for I have the power to make things go in that direction
I hope your week is better than your last and that your movements take you forwards not backwards
I, for one, need a break away from it all.
I feel over exposed when in reality I’m still just developing
Just developing; still changing
I am ever changing
Therefore I have the power to make peace.
In this weeks motives and goals I plan to sleep every night without the feeling that it is necessary to put the world away but instead simply wanting to get a good nights rest.
To not enter the realm of my dreams with these demons on my mind
But to sleep with a harmonious mind ready to bask in my dreams as my body is still
Because at the end of your day – what you dream is what you subconsciously think.
To put demons in my own definition – Some things I’m talking about are —
- The way I demean or lower my own dignity and lead myself into believing I am not great enough for a certain area of life
- The people around me who love me in the ‘wrong’ way because it isn’t love it’s hate
- The other portion of people around me in which I love but cannot trust because my dreams won’t allow me to
- Keeping up with the socially constructed life I was brought into involuntarily
I believe these demons can be erased in the name of faith
and the reminder that worrying is a waste of feeling.